Saturday, July 4, 2009


I only have time for a very quick post tonight. Since I've been struggling so much I feel that I must must update every day and not allow myself any slack.

I have survived Independence Day without any food or family suspicion. I spent the whole day with my mother and she thought I ate breakfast, lunch, and dinner. I am a pro. It's very exciting to hide my starvation so well.

Unfortunately I have all this family coming into town this Tuesday and I'm not sure how easy it will be to avoid food. I'll just have to keep making up excuses to leave before dinner. I hate to not get to spend as much time with them, but I have to focus on the important things.

Thin. This is what matters.

I will have to catch up on comments tomorrow when I'm not rushed. Stay strong girls. <3


  1. your doing really well.
    I have messed up so badly.
    I need to get back on track.
    I hope everything goes okay when your family come over, if your careful I'm sure you'll do it,

  2. hey! my mother is leaving for vacation this weekend and I will be joining her early august. what have I decided to do? Attempt my second fast...except trying to go for 3-4 days (maybe more, who knows?!)...

    well...i'm not nearly as strong as you, but we'll see what happens!!


  3. i want to do a fast but im not really sure how i can go about it, like i dont know how i can get myself to not eat. i really want to do a water fast. could you please give me tips & tricks so i can start my journey into the beautiful life of ana...

  4. I just got caught up on all your posts. Thank you for reaching out to me, I felt so guilty the other day when I checked my email and saw your comment, it was like "Ah I've abandoned everyone!"

    I have sincerely missed you. I am cheering you on for the remainder of your 47 days <3333

    All my love!!