Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Today is the second day of my ten day fast. I did okay yesterday. I only had water, but I did do some chew and spit action, which I hate. For one, because it's gross. And even more because it takes away from the feeling of control that I need. I was really careful, thoroughly washing out my mouth, but it still feels like cheating even though I didn't swallow.

Today I won't do that. I've been reading lots and lots of blogs. I'm trying to get caught up and comment on everyone's. I've also been looking around Kat's (of Quest for Perfection) for new Pro-Ana websit, which is absolutely gorgeous and very well done! I definitely suggest checking it out.


You girls are all just such amazing Thinspiration. Yesterday I wanted to justify breaking the fast so many times. It was only the first day and felt like the greatest struggle. Today I am Thinspired! I feel so good. I was watching TV earlier and saw a commercial for all this greasy IHOP food, and it actually made me nauseous. I have zero desire for food today and I feel so powerful. I love it.

I've come up with my plan for the rest of this month and most of next. I will continue on my ten day water fast until the 19th. On the 20th I will start a month long juice fast. My boyfriend's birthday is on the 20th of April and there is no way I can avoid eating then, so my juice fast will end up being like 26 or 27 days so I have enough time to get used to small amounts of food.

This is going to be very hard, but I feel like I can do it. If anyone would like to join me on either of my fasts or just do a different plan, I'd love the company.

Stay strong, girls! <3
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4 comments:

  1. AnonymousMarch 11, 2009 at 11:09 AM

    Thank you for your kind comment! Glad to have you back around.

    Don't feel bad about the chew and spit! Better than eating.

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  2. JennaMarch 11, 2009 at 11:33 AM

    Hey Eva! I'm actually doing a 10 day fast too, so if you'd like a buddy I'm game. I may go longer (if its not too bad, why stop, right?), but you have been AWESOME at your fasts in the past and so it would be awesome to have you as thinspiration.

    If you want closer contact, feel free to email me at resolve.dissovle@gmail.com (but no pressure).

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  3. shimmery slippersMarch 12, 2009 at 2:10 AM

    Hi Eva, congratulations on the first day of teh fast going so well, I usually find that first one the hardest. But you overcame it!

    Good luck with the rest of teh fast and keep us posted! I am always so thinspired at you girls' will power!

    Oh and my Boy's birthday is April 20th too. As is my aunts and my great grandmothers! Good date!

    ella xx

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  4. AnonymousMarch 19, 2009 at 7:01 AM

    Thanks for posting a link to my blog! It means the world. Great job on starting up another fast! Luv you lots and glad you're back!!!

    ~Kat

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