Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Thirty

It's been so long since I've posted anything. I feel awful about it. Last week I was so busy and didn't ever have the privacy to write. Nothing too eventful happened anyway. I'm just still trucking along, starving along. Today is day thirty; it feels like it's been much longer. I really really can't wait to eat.

My roommate is going to her grandparent's this weekend. I'm looking forward to having the place to myself and told my boyfriend I wouldn't be able to make it to his family's Easter. So I get to stick to my original plan. I'm breaking my water fast on Friday and juice fasting until Monday. Then I'll have all week to slowly get back to eating. I sort of hate to miss Easter, but it's not worth giving up on my fast. I set goals and I want to stick to them.

At this point, I'm just hoping I can even make it through my last days of class this week. Monday was horrible. I was so week and sick. At one point, I really thought I was going to faint. I had to sit with my head between my knees to make the dizziness go away. Yesterday I slept almost all day, it was ridiculous. I do think I have a good excuse to be exhausted after a month of just drinking water. I feel a lot more energized today. It only needs to last through tomorrow. I can sleep all weekend if I have to.

I don't have any more to say. I will catch up on everyone's blogs today. I can't wait to see how you are all doing. I'm sorry I've been away so long. <3

4 comments:

  1. A-MAZING! 30 days! You must be incredibly proud. you'll have to update us on the total wight you've manage to lose during the fast when you get to the end.

    Good luck and stay safe xx

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  2. Eva you are doing so SO well. Seriously. You're my inspiration. My thinspiration. Ok. Just stick it out. Stay strong hun. Think of the weight you're losing! You're gonna be so skinny. I'm so jealous!

    I'm gonna do a 10 day (min) water fast and then maybe a juice fast. You really have inspired me! =) Keep it up. And post more often, I love reading your blog!

    Holly xxx

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  3. Hey babe cant believe you are still going! I envy your capacity for sacrifice - we all know how hard it is to stay in control in big social/eating holiday type events so removing yourself from that situation seems sensible.

    Dont let the fast isolate you though...

    The sushi website, http://citygirlbites.com/blog/weight-control/calories-in-sushi/

    Keep it up!

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  4. I can't imagine how you must feel as by day 3 I'm like "ugh, BF could you please hand me my water (it's next to me) I can't mooooove" ... I'm a big baby!

    You are alllll of our inspiration! I can't wait to hear what you lost. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE take it easy on your transition back, I'm paranoid about those sorts of thing :) Though I know you're probably well versed!

    Oh, and BMR is basal metabolic rate. It's how many calories you burn if you basically just lie in bed literally all day. What your body needs at minimum to keep you going. Though I calculate it and then ignore it ;) I saw a nutritionist a year or two ago and she harped on me about this number and how I was doing my organs damage blah blah. But that's my public service announcement for you. hah!

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